"Shit, I really am a fucking woman!!!" I say to myself in a low tone ofvoice as I finish off my cigarette and see the guy from the bar walkingtowards...me."That will be ?4.80 please," the guy says as I hand him a five pound noteand tell him to keep the change."Thankyou miss," the guy says smiling at me as he goes back behind thebar. I look down at the drink and can't believe I've gone from drinking pintsto drinking double vodka tonic's."Ummmm......not bad," I think to myself as I take a sip of. Willie was in the front of the van and he was toying with his crotch all the way home. When we got to the dock Jamie said they are already in the house. He said ya wanna watch. I said what if we get caught. He said who's she gonna tell? I shrugged my shoulders and we snuck up to the bedroom window and it was on the upper deck of the barn. we had complete darkness on our side since we worked so late. We glanced in and saw mom buck naked under willie and his big ol balls were smash her pussy on. That is when I witnessed something that told me she was not over her infatuation with black lovers.Her car was in the shop for repairs and after work she had gotten a ride from a co-worker to the gym. I was to pick her up when I left work and give her a ride home. That day my work load was light so I left early and did some errands before I swung by the gym to pick her up. I breezed through the errands so I got the the gym about half an hour early. I went in to locate her and at first I didn't. Always before I'd had on my littleplastic cage. Without conscious though that had been part of my armouragainst the weirdness. It was gone now, and the soft silk cupping me wasdistracting in a way I'd never imagined. Stockings and suspenders, and ashort crop top and indecently short fitted skirt. A pair of heels andJulia led me to a mirror. I'd not looked at myself much, though I hadn'tavoided mirrors. Mostly I'd looked and seen the man I remembered inwomen's cloths. The woman looking.