Grandma asked if she could watch me, so we both headed to the bathroom, her perched on the toilet me running the bath. I got in and started to lather ...yself to get clean. Grandma pointed to the window ledge above the taps and informed me there was some new razors there. I told her it was ok as I hadn’t started shaving yet, that’s when she said that was obvious but I should start, pointing at my pubes. I told her I was scared as I have never done that before and it was so close to my cock. “put. If I don’t cum, will this never go away? Will it always be like this? I pictured myself pinned, the door behind my head, and his dick ramming into my mouth. I’d been panicked but it was also amazing. My lips were stretched around the thickness of his shaft. I had made him cum. I was oddly proud of how I’d encouraged him to keep face fucking me. I’d surprised myself. I think I’d made him cum harder than any girl before. There’s relief in suddenly realizing that you don’t have to be boring, that. I spun the combination dial on the gun safe in the closet and took out the Colt 1911A1 pistol, made sure that the clip was full and then I pulled the slide back and chambered a round. I reached behind me and tucked the pistol between my back and my belt where I could get to it quickly. I wasn't planning on using it, but I wanted it ready if I had to. Given the way cops and courts are these days if I entered the room with the pistol in my hand it wasn't inconceivable that even though I was the. "I did break out of my shell a little and I did dance with some of the guys who asked me, but it was a mixed blessing. It was very nice to be held - to have a man's hands touching me - but the stiff cocks being poked into my leg only made me hornier than I already was. I received several invitations to go out to the parking lot and play; to go to a motel and play or to go to his apartment and play, but even as I wished like hell that I could I always remembered my vows to be only Tony's for.