I do not need to think about it. This leaves me free to devote my attention to doing it well. In my vanilla life I am a decision maker and a driver a...d impatient to get things done. When I have decided on something I go for it. Bridging this gap is something I am still learning. I have to remind myself as his sub that it is not about me. As his sub I must learn to be patient and wait until He tells me to do something. For example I would like to have some Ben wa balls so that I can train my. Silently, she kissed me, softly at first and then harder while her fingerstroked my cock through my trousers. God, stop! I'm going to come in my pants! 'Prue…'I croaked and those big eyes twinkled at me, her finger slowlyscratching my cock and she kissed me again. It was too much, her insistent finger and the days of teasing and abstinencewere proving too much! As Prue broke the kiss I shuddered, on the verge, unable to stop and I feltthe first quivers of my orgasm. I was coming in my. We wake up in the morning and Lana is very excited about all that we did the night before and we fuck for 65 seconds before I fill her with my cum. She climbs on top of me and I lick her clean.We have met up with Steve and Joe a couple of more times over the last couple of weeks. Last week she had her girlfriends over while Steve and Joe were here. Lana had been telling them all about her fun and my humiliation and they wanted to watch and take video.Janice and Carmen showed up early and I made. She starts to moan and thrash as she goes into another orgasm. After she calms down a bit, I slide out and lay beside her a little more. She slowly recovers and I begin to suck her nipple again, but this time I don’t touch her pussy, and she starts to lift her hips while I suck her nipple. I reposition myself again and slowly slide all the way into her. This time we gently rock as I’m slowly fucking her, and she is rejoicing in the feeling of my cock deep in her pussy. I start to pick up my.