It seemed neither one of us were made to be apart.Saturday night was an exceptionally restless night. I was miserable. Our call upset me and all I wan...ed was Beth in my arms. I awoke Sunday morning and felt sick from working myself up all night. I never missed church, but that day I did. Beth would be home by 2 in the afternoon, and I couldn’t calm myself down from the anticipation.I heard her car door close and ran outside to greet her. We locked in an embrace and bawled our eyes out. I didn’t. So there was a power cut (electricity) for 2 hours on every evening. We have to manage with lanterns these times. So usually that time we chat with our family member’s. Till that day, I don’t have any bad intentions for her. On the reception, she put on a red colour chudidar and salwar. Oh my God! She was looking like an angel really. That day my mind diverted. I could not get so much time to think about her on the reception as I was busy with guests. On the preceding day, her beauty hit my. Jessica's husband works long hours, and she spends a great deal of time alone. Jessica hints at her loneliness at these times, and we often work late on the days when her husband is out of town.My wife was in Dallas on a business trip and Jessica's husband was out as well. It was an early evening and I was totally lost in gazing at her pretty neck and profile when I realized that she was staring at me over her shoulder. She had just asked me a question three times without a response. She. That I'm earning with blood, (yes real blood from my own body) sweat and tears. Being a Signifer almost feels like it was handed to me. Oh I know I work for it and at it, but the human diaspora is so desperate for Civil Service Officers that I think I could have only shown a slight interest in the work and still have gotten it if I had volunteered. Ensign (even in the PSDF for Atlantis-at) was a position I actually had to qualify for. Oh I may have had a small step up on others with my.