He didn’t respond, only swung his leg over the arm rest to find a comfortable position in his makeshift bed. I slept through most of the next day u...able to keep track with who came and left from the post under the window. I remembered sleepy conversations of how life was when I was a child. Happy stories my designated sitter would reflect on, more for their benefit than my. They tried to keep the atmosphere light but the burdening guilt weighed everything down. Ehan had said that I should have. ''he was looking at me like he was thinking , observing me''yes i do wanna cum inside?''''oh yes i want to cum inside''he closed the door''here sit down i have a beer for you''''oh thanks, you are a very cute girl , you live alone?''''thanks you. yes i do ''walking back to him with a beerbzzzzzzzz the sound of my plug buzz loud and clear as i give him the beer''something is buzzing ''taking the beer and looking at me''you can ear it?''''yes of course '' smiling like a little sissy at himturning. You fucked up a pretty good marriage 6 years ago. I’m done Deanna ... don’t call me, don’t send me a post card, no smoke signals, carrier pigeons ... nothing. Understand? Robbie, it’s not what you think. I said yeah. So I hear. Guess you need to take your lover and baby daddy home and make it all better. Maybe you can get that big dick to work one time tonight. He’s gonna be a little sore tomorrow.Robbie ... please ... please ... Bye Deanna. I walked away. I figured the cops would show up. She let go and asked me to get dressed so I could take her out to dinner and a movie, my treat. Everything was fine until it was time for me to leave. With a three-hour drive ahead of me and work the next morning, I started to realize the reality ahead of me. As we kissed goodbye she placed her hand on the device, claiming it as her property. She then placed a sealed envelope in my pocket asking me not to read it until I was home. As soon as I walked through the doors, I had a raging urge to.