I was driving at full speed and various thoughts were running in my mind. How will she be in looks? Will she be good or will she lay some kind of a tr...p? I was nervous, a little afraid but at the same time very much excited. I just could not forget her sound, she was sounding like a seductress on phone, very sweet voice very mature but tremendously sexy.I reached at the given address a good half an hour early. I asked for parking and the watchman gave me a dirty looks and said that no parking. There was one tampon missing, and the 'installation tube' as he thought of it, wasn't there either. "Honey, there's a cardboard tube..." Oh yes!" she said. It's in my room." she ran to her room and brought back a somewhat bedraggled looking tube that was bent a little and partly crushed. "I did like the instructions said, but I couldn't get it to go in." she said. "It hurt too."Bob, of course, knew what the problem was. His baby girl was a virgin. Not that that was a problem, but it definitely. I looked at Alice’s bottom and pressed harder. My breath held. I pressed again, opening myself more. My mouth opened as I exhaled silently. Being secretive is something that turns me on a lot, and it is something that I think my lover is aware of. But that may be her secret.‘Come here, darling. I want to take you over my knee.’Alice turned and looked at me seriously. She took the two steps to reach me and lay across my lap, stretched across the sectional. ‘You look very beautiful today. I am. We did okay by ourselves, and because of not only my parents, but also Wendy’s family, there was more than enough love to go around where Izzy was concerned. I missed Wendy very much, but I knew that she would always be alive as long as Izzy was around, because she looked just like her mother. At first it was very hard on me having to be reminded of Wendy every time I looked at my daughter, but I knew I had to swallow my pain because another little life depended on me…just like my heart.