”“I’m sorry for your loss too,” he said softly.Mary touched the corner of a napkin to her eyes. Then she laughed and said, “You know what sh... told me? She said she’d lost some weight but never even considered she might have been sick. She said she just figured it was because of all the sex you two were having!”Jeremy laughed and said, “I’ll bet that’s not how she phrased it.”“You’re right!” Mary said. She looked in Jeremy’s eyes, which now were moist. She dabbed his eyes with the napkin.She. You cup his balls in one hand as you try to take as much of him into your throat as you can. “Oh God!” you hear him moan as you suck on him. You can feel your juices dripping down your leg as you hear him moaning. Turning him on and knowing how much he wants you is getting to you. You don’t know how much longer you’ll be able to tease him before you give in to your desire to have him inside you. You look at him, his arms are stretched up above his head. He still has on his jacket and tux. It was a hell of a lot nicer than most of the other houses I'd seen in Chechnya. All the more exceptional, it was in a part of the world where there aren't that many houses to begin with. Except for farming villages, most people lived in stark concrete apartment buildings. When I questioned Badra, she explained."My brother-in-law's father was a big Communist and big Communists got big houses. When Communism fell he became a big capitalist and got even richer." There was a disdainful tone to her. The teacher spent ages looking at all the sketches while I just sat there trying to find some energy. Eventually the teacher got up and thanked me for posing for the class. He said something about there not being many opportunities for artists to capture true human emotions. All I could think of to saw was, “The pleasure was all mine,” which it was. I know that I’m now a fully-fledged exhibitionist and it really had been a pleasure. It’s one thing letting people see me naked, but it’s something.