"What do you think of Sarah?" I asked once she'd settled herself. "I mean really think of her." Sarah was my current girlfriend."Why?" I said nothing...."Are you two having problems?" I could see that Katrina had totally forgotten Philip. I still didn't answer. "She's not pregnant is she?"Jesus! Pregnant? That was better than I'd hoped for! I shook my head no in answer. "Of course not! It's something else." What?" You can't tell anyone ... not mom, not dad, not--" Tell them what?" Promise." Okay,. ...being made to look at what sheadored. It was irresistable.Emma smiled, watching him. "All the same," she whispered.Brianna was glad Emma was distracted. It gave her a second to wipe hertears away."I thought you'd left or something, without saying goodbye," Emma said."I......I just needed to get away for a while.......Before I knew it ayear had passed and......I missed you, Em."She had never shared with Emma what had happened. The rape."Me too."They hugged again."We can catch up proper. You're back with us," said a voice I recognized as Nurse Sydney's. "I'm going to turn the lights down a little. I'm sure your eyes are still a little sensitive after all this time."The nurse fiddled with something on the panel over my head then asked me, "How's that?"I eased my arm away, blinking my eyes as they adjusted to the light."Better," I croaked."Would you like some more ice?" Sydney asked."Please," I replied breathing a sigh of relief. At least I woke up in the same place I had dozed. That young black guy is like a stud horse, wandering around spreading his seed all over the place. This is now two white couples, and in our own neighborhood, that's doing this...this interracial thing." Apparently so," I replied.My wife turned took at me, and though she didn't say a word, I could see a certain agitation towards me for not condemning it. But I couldn't condemn it. I found the whole idea hugely exciting. In fact, though my wife didn't know this, I had frequently masturbated,.