I was disappointed with this. I thought this is some other woman who would have the option of just getting high over chats and be done with it.Me: Ok....he: Ok listen, we can do it, give me two days time to talk.Me: (again an unexpected message) You are just unpredictable di! Love you.Her: I don’t find it acceptable. We just started talking in the morning. I could already feel your kiss, that little smiley.Me: Me too, never found one sensible woman.She: That’s the only compliment?Me: Only when I. "We'll go in that, see you at eight." I wore cutoff jeans and a T-shirt with no bra. Jill wore her favoritelittle white dress shirt tied at the waist, and her red, white and blueplaid skirt. We picked Rickey up outside the store, and Jill slid out ofthe pick-up to let him in. He gawked at her legs extending from the shortskirt, and she started teasing him right away. "Stop staring, boy" she laughed, "and get in." He was wedged in between us with our perfume sweeping over him, and. "Come on Billy, it's the least you can do. I've been good to you, giveyou a lift, got you stoned, let you shower, fed you and I promise that Iwill take you to the city tomorrow." No-one ever needs to know about, it will be just our little secret." But I'm not gay," I heard myself replying in an almost distant voice,the cannabis was having its effects.He laughed and leaned forward from the chair."Oh don't worry sweetheart, neither am I. You look almost like a girlwith your slim body, longish. You are a spineless worm. You can’t even stand up for yourself like a man. You need someone to take charge of you so you don’t mess up your life anymore. You need to be kept under total control so you don’t get hurt or hurt anyone else. ?I began crying louder. I knew they were right. I wasn’t man enough to do anything right. I knew it was just a matter time before I would screw up again. Finally I dropped to the floor crying because my life was so pathetic. Eventually I looked up at my friends.