No problem," she said, laughing off my concern."Can't do anything for you?" No, I'm okay. Where're ya going anyway? I can probably tell you which road...to take." I'm just going up there," I said, pointing up the road she'd claimed was a dead end."It's the state park up there... the roads blocked off... you're not allowed in that way." And then after quickly checking the backseat added, "There's no hunting this time of year mister." Shit, you think the state would miss one little doe?" I asked,. She said, "Gary, please don't mislead her. She has had a very rough life and deserves better." I was stunned and asked my mother why she thought I would use Kathy?"Well, Gary, you have dated for years now and we know a lot of the women got their hopes up and then nothing ever materialized. I would hate to see Kathy hurt. If you date her, just be totally honest with her. That's all I ask." I promise, mom, the last person I would want to hurt on God's green earth is Kathy." Then I had to ask mom. "Remember I'm experienced and very sensitive to your thoughts, but I think with practice you could probably do it. Like, what am I thinking right now?" Ha ha, you're so obvious. You want what you always want—me!" We laughed as we pulled each other close. I loved the touch of her soft skin and when she pushed those hard little nipples into my chest there was nothing I wouldn't do for her. I pushed her back onto the bed and knelt between her long slender legs. I rubbed my cheek against her soft. Whatever it was that changed my life, it was so traumatic that I was blocking it out even now. I had to know and I had to know soon.One evening Jack and I were in the basement working out. He seemed to be in an unusually good mood; I asked him why."I think one of the girls in my class likes me. She's really pretty. She's one of the most popular girls in my class. She's been sitting with me at lunch and introduced me to some of her friends." That's great Jack. What's her name?" Betty, Betty.