"We did," I answered dreamily. "The pay sucks, but the fringe benefits are great." Maybe I'll take up modeling," Elaine mused. "I never knew it could ...e such fun."If she did I didn't think she'd model with a guy. She swung more Kathy's way. Maybe she and Mom -- oooo, that was an exciting thought! I wondered if I could join in, or at least watch."I'm sorry," Kathy apologized. "I didn't know you were coming. Only you weren't coming, while they were ... oh dear, I'm babbling, aren't I?"Mom. It’s kinda early this year,” I said.“And COLD. It’s never been like this before. I know we’re saving but no way, just no way, we have to turn it on. We can cut something else,” she said. “Do you think it will snow? I would really like to see that. Just from the inside though, from like, far away.”“Don’t think so. Honey, If you were so cold, why did you only wear that tiny sweater?”“I don’t like the others, this one is so comfy,” she said, rubbing her arms with a sweet smile.“Well, You could. Why don’t you call Mark and see what he is up to. Tell him what I need.” Rick called him and they spoke for a while. When he hung up he turned to me and said. “He wants to meet us where we always meet but this time he can get an old van equipped with a bed in the back. But he has to bring the owner with him as well as the owner’s friend.” “How do you feel about that?” “Wow this should be a lot of fun!. 3 black cocks and a bed, lets go.” I was wet already from watching the porno. I went and got. Not a whisper.Not a sound.Nobody home.Thanks for nothing! I shouted into the void.I lifted my head, raised the glass and took a long slow swallow of the contents, concentrating on the burn as it clawed its way down my esophagus before coming to rest in the roiling, acid filled pit of my stomach.My belly was on fire, my gullet was raw and probably inflamed, but at least my heart was silent.I snarled at the half empty glass before my eyes, even briefly contemplated hurling it and it's diminished.