"Is easy listening, okay?"I didn't turn from the window."Whatever."At the park I made it a point to stand next to Kathy. But as the show proceeded I f...und myself standing a little apart. I was wearing a pair of red short-shorts and a little white top with the slogan "American Girl" in red sequins across the front. It was a cool night so I exchanged my sandals for a pair of white platform keds. They were girl sneakers, I know, but Kathy said they made me look taller. I had a white-hooded Tommy. I had taken steps to delete all evidence of where the files had been sent, just that they had been queued for printing. But that queuing information was no longer available.I made sure to leave enough evidence pointing to the fact that someone with a high enough security clearance and enough computer knowledge, had done this. But I made sure that no single individual was implicated. Personally, I didn't care if they started investigating themselves, as what they were doing was illegal, anyway.I. "I went to the closet and looked at my shoes, my girl shoes. I loved thewedges, that we bought today, so I put those on. I went back in front ofthe vanity mirror and took a good look. Then, I took a deep breath,turned and walked to the den. I stopped at the door, took another deepbreath and walked in. Mom and dad were watching some TV. I walked overby the TV and said, "Hi daddy."He looked at me, pushed off on the TV remote, looked at my mother, lookedback at me and then said, "Who are. I wish things had taken a different path. It would have beenwonderful to have had a daughter these past few years. Now all I can dois think about the advice from Ms. Lee and Ms. Wood, and try to do thebest for you." What are you talking about Mom?" I know what the counselor told you today. Ms. Lee said that you shouldhave been selected as a candidate for reassignment as a girl back whenyou were in third grade."You probably did not understand what was going on back then, and even ifyou.