Everyone was callingher a freak, and she would have done something bad if she stayed there.She felt safe here.Nanny told me I was wearing panties. Tha... did not mean I was a girl orwanted to be a girl. It was a stupid rule that men could not weardresses. Nanny looked me in the eyes and asked would I be a girl if Iwore a dress? I was confused. She smiled and said I would still be thesame person that liked jeans.I gave Hannah a hug saying we would always be friends. Then I had to seethe doctor.Mom. Meanwhile, Nosey had immediately set to filling and carrying of water: hot, warm and cool. Opposite the throne there were buckets and pumps to fill them with. The heating system was run on manpower: men in their holes straining their little bodies to keep the place running. When they slacked off other men made sure to bring them back to work with the sting of nettles, wasps and ants.Thing set to removing the pilgrim’s boots. He bit on the laces to undo the knots, wedged the back of the boot. "Can I help you with that?" I asked trying to look as if it was the thing she was trying to reach that I had my eyes on and not her nipples pushing her top out like thimbles. "Yes" she said, "I am trying to get that turkey at the back, but it is too heavy for me". Well I tried, but it was stuck so we both tried and I could feel the warmth of her bare arm against mine despite the coldness of the freezer, her hip was pushing against mine and I could imagine my hand running up under her dress. “I won’t. Besides, I’m sure that you could snap me out of it in nothing flat. What do you have planned for us today? I don’t want to take away from your time with Jos.”“Jos and I are just close friends ... sometimes with benefits. We’re roommates and sometimes lovers. I think she is going to be busy today putting the moves on Sasha. After her remarks the other morning about us being lesbians, I think Jos is going to try to lure her over to the pink side.”That made me laugh out loud.“OK. Same.