They'd try to make their way to my side or die themselves trying. I wasn't going to make them, or any of my friends, watch me deteriorate, if that was...the way it was to be. That, and I had a spiritual crisis, thinking how unjust God was in his treatment of me. They say you find few atheist in a hospital, but deep in my heart I knew I'd just become one. My family wouldn't abide by my disassociation with the church, especially my mother.The next day a neurologist agreed with the nursing staff. Or,maybe you have been having me on all this time, girl. No use wonderingwhat we would find at Blue Ribbon Freight, we would be there soonenough. The radio made it unnecessary to talk while we drove the shortmiles to the other side of downtown.Kelly jumped from the car almost before it stopped rolling. She sprintedacross the blacktop to where a grey-and-violet tractor sat, a light in a tinywindow indicating that someone was inside the sleeper cab. She stoppedhalfway there to turn and wave back. Yes you are my slut arent you? I asked. Yes I am. I want your cock sir. Please give it to me I need it. She said her body shaking a little. You will bitch but first follow me. I told her. I held out my hand and she took it I brought her back to the bath rooms. We went into the family one because I knew we could lock the door and not be disturbed. I brought her inside closed and locked the door, and threw her gently against the wall. She smiled and I kissed her deeply. She moaned with my tongue. Normally at least, tonight the thought she usually never had kept creeping back into her mind.And not the ‘I should ask him to sleep with me’ kind and much rather ‘I should get naked and jump on his dick’ kind.Which again was completely unusual for her, she had always shown an astonishing ability to contain her naughtiness until she was back alone in her own apartment. Maybe it was the fact that these were all but her own walls surrounding her by now that kept grinding on her defense.Them.