I couldn’t wait for everyone to leave. It seemed to go on forever and all I could think about was going to sleep – well pretending to go to sleep....Around midnight the gang got bored and started to break up. I suggested another couple hits of pot for the road (well for their walks to their dorms). We all indulged and then the party ended – well for me actually I think it was just starting.Brandon and I went about our normal nighttime routine: brushed our teeth, watched the end of Letterman, and. So we are pretty good. But I'm not a spoiled kid. I have a job at Wendy's. Sarah and Rachel both work at Starbucks. So we make our own money. I sat down and ate my breakfast and said goodbye to my mom and left for the bus. When I got on it I sit by myself in the back when this guy sits next to me. He has a pierced ear and he's wearing a Sex Pistols shirt"Hi" he says to me"Hey" I say back"You new here" He asks me"Yeah so" I give him a look that's basically saying "Don't fuck with me" Hey man. .and nothing happens, then he rests his head on my arm and grabs my inner thigh, pulling me closer. I abide. His hand massages my thigh for so long, I get a full fledged hard-on...and I am pretty sure he didn't notice. His hand starts to glide up towards my dick, and he finds it...stops instantly to find how erect it is...after a pause he grabs hold of it and squeezes, surprised by both my length and girth, I am not puny needle after all. With slight force I push his head towards my groin,. If she sees you first, will she pretend not to? Does she know, that your being there, means you can’t go back? Will this just deepen the pity she feels for you? You’ve heard her voice, and fantasize her turning to you in the morning, to say wake up, but was that ever in the cards? Would she expect a kiss, and if so, how passionate? Do the daily emails, and phone calls, make her think you are pathetic, or do they convey the hope, and desire, as they were meant to? Are you pushing too much, and.