. for a girl."Thus, I would be forced into a separate category.An inferior category.To be sure, I was already in a special category as a boy. A3:59 mi...e was a spectacular achievement - for a high-schoolkid. El Guerrouj, the world record holder, could still beatme by 16 seconds. But that was just a step. I had very realhopes to move up - college, track clubs, the Olympics. Andif I made it all the way, then I might become the bestmiler. Not the best high school kid; not the best collegerunner;. "I looked at the skirt and it was red and pleated, and extremely short.The blouse was white and very sheer which meant my bra would bevisible. There were also white knee high socks and red Mary Jane shoesto match the skirt, as well as white cotton panties and a white bra."Now get dressed and come to breakfast. Ms. Dunham will be here inabout 45 minutes."After breakfast I sat in the living room, dreading the arrival of mytutor. Mom had added a white bow to my hair. The skirt barely coveredmy. I know that sounds verysexist, but in my experience, women were more ruled by emotions thanmen. These were not traits that would serve me well - I was certain ofthat.I know, I know. I obviously saw my impending change of sex as a badthing. Being a woman, in my mind, meant I would be significantly lessthan I was as a man. That was just the way I saw it. If you don't likeit, sue me.But what sort of a woman would I be? It was too early to tell, but I wascertainly not being turned into a blonde.. Neenu ranga nu peluchukoni cinema ku poothunna. Ma entlo evvaru leeru. Ranga nu naa tho unchukoni udayam pampana. Amma voppukonnade. Bayata paddam eddaram vaade enteki vellam. Vaakile vesadu. Mandu… Battalu thesadu Beedi antenchi. Mandu thaguthu.. Naa battalu thesi veesi pakkana lorcho pettukoni.. Thaguthu muddaulu pedukontu.. Vaade modda meeda naa cheye unchukoni pesaka mannadu..vaadu mandu thaguthu kiss chestha unte vaasana ga unna edo la untu mare mari kaavali annatu ga unnade…naa challu.