The girls flowed around the boys and surrounded me. Dozens of girls. There was lots of chatter and giggling as several of Charlie’s gang jostled to ...et beside me, in-frame in their selfies. Someone pinched my bottom and I jumped and all the girls laughed. I looked accusingly over my shoulder, but saw nobody, then realised that it was that short girl who’d told everyone I was a gentleman. She looked up at me and grinned cheekily and, staring unblinkingly into my eyes, slipped her hand down into. That WAS how I'd seen Ryan a long time ago. Well, maybe not so long ago; but it wasn't the way I saw him now. "No," I said firmly. "You're more to me than that."Ryan frowned and looked skeptical.I sighed. "Ben is my past. But when I see you, babe, I see my future. Look, we've only been dating for less than two years. But you're not just a temporary boyfriend to me. I want to see where this goes, how our relationship can develop. I want to find out how our feelings can grow if we stay together. It seemed like I tried on everything in the store. In the end Mrs.Karen and Mrs Becky picked out several outfits and had me model them bywalking to the front of the store and back during which I was giveninstructions on how to walk more lady like in the heels. I was told totake shorter steps, walk heel to toe, use my core to help support me.Karen also added in that she wanted my upper arms to stay closer to mybody and let my forearms swing more freely with my wrists limp. I wasgiven. Me: ippozhuthu engu selalm, sorry engu pogureergal?Anitha : sirithaal, sari naam ipo engu selalam.Me: enguvendumaanalum selalam, naan ungalukaaga engu vendumaanalum varuven endru solli en tholai aval tholil vaithu thadavinen.Anitha: sari nee engu irunthu varugiraai?Me: naan kayathur enum gramathil vasikiren.Anitha: nee gramathu paiyana, un paarvaiye therigirathu.Me: naan anaithu parkalum theriyum padi sirithen.Piragu anitha ennai aval vasikum hotel araiku azhaithu sendraal, avaludan nerukamaaga.