I also wish I could say no and be faithful to my vows and not feel like shit for being unfaithful. I wish it didn't matter what I did, but it does and...not just to me. Kat... I just don't know the answer.”Everything I had just said seemed to slowly filter through to Kat. I could see it in her eyes as clearly as though she had spoken her feelings aloud. I could see her trying to come up with alternatives and options but then shutting them down one by one with logic. Eventually, she just sighed. I clicked on ‘accept’ and, after a short delay, she appeared on my screen. In the corner there was a small black square which should have been me but I had covered my camera with black sticky tape. I silently examined the image in front of me. A semi-naked girl knelt in front of the camera. She looked younger than her claimed age and appeared to be slim and quite slight in build. She wore a pink bra and, even to me, shockingly tiny panties also in pink. I watched her lips move slightly ahead of. We trotted up the road, and the trip was exhausting. We were both breathing hard by the time we got to the site of the second guard.He wasn't there, but there were two big blood stains on the rocks. I wondered where I could have hit him to produce so much blood, yet not be visible from down below. I looked around, and I got the answer to my question. It looked like I had missed him, but had hit the rock right behind him. This must have knocked splinters of rock off the back wall which dug big. I’ve been wanting to do this with you ever since your wife left. What’s it been, six months? [I nodded] You know how Ron [her husband] has been putting on weight for years. He won’t take care of his diabetes either. He hasn’t been able to do what we just did for a very long time. I’m 37 and horny all the time.”Carol was about ten years older than me. They’d been married in college and no kids had arrived. My wife of four years and I had purchased this house shortly after our marriage and become.