Long straight glossy dark hair, almost waist length. Strong black eyeliner around almond shaped green eyes that twinkled. High cheek bones, vibrant br...ght lip gloss on the sweetest Cupid's bow lips that smiled easily and naturally. Real biker leather jacket with a figure hugging red dress underneath. Black lace gloves that showed blood red talons. Killer heels. Just my kind of lady. Her head fell forwards in a submissive manner, eyes to the floor. "Not yet," I said. "Let's talk as we walk. "Her. "I'm so used to thinking of you as Ruth." When Pa took me to ballet today, he asked if I really wanted to go.Wouldn't I be embarrassed as Peter doing it? I told him I'd gotten overmy embarrassment my first week as Ruth, and now I like the class. As Padiscovered the hard way, ballet complements Taekwondo nicely."Carol said, "Ballet is supposed to be the ultimate humiliation for amanly man or boy, turned into a girl. That's probably why they do it sooften. Humiliation is one tactic they use. Tommy was heart broken and a little peeved how he was treated by the only girl he could talk to.It was when Donna Brown asked him why he was so down that Tommy revealed how embarrassed he was to get shot down."Look Tommy, I know rejection and have had my share of it too." Thanks for telling me Donna but I always thought she liked me, that's what makes it feel so damn bad." Listen Tommy, it's obvious we both don't have a date for the prom, would you like to go to the Prom with me?"Tommy didn't. The painting would be safe, but it would never be seen again.But I couldn’t confront her. I was so afraid I’d lose her. What the fuck am I thinking?Fuck! I couldn’t let anyone know about the painting. I’d never be able to paint like that again. I couldn’t explain what the painting was or why I’d painted it. I’d have all my family suspecting each other because everyone would deny it. And I’d still be suspecting everyone else. And everyone would hate me for suspecting a family member. Kate,.