Everything had become so unclear, her plans, her dreams, were dashed. My organised, ordered life was also wrecked. I had no children but my husband,...Philip, what would he say? What would he do? We had been together for twenty three years. My head was spinning. I stepped towards her and put my hands on her arms. “I don’t know what to tell you, Sam, except that I have messed up both our lives. I am not sorry for what we have done but I am sorry for all the hurt I have caused and may yet cause.. S – Don’t think about all that now. It’s all over now. I am feeling tired. Can you give me a back massage??A – Yea. Come.I was so excited deep inside. I knew this was the time. We shifted to the floor. I sat with a support on my back and my knees high and legs spread. She settled between my legs and I started with her shoulders. Her skin was warm and irresistible. I felt her back over the top but she wasn’t enjoying because her top silky so my hands were slipping off. I couldn’t complain. To my. She used to masturbate after her husband had done with her. Her husband never cared for her satisfaction.This continued to happen till her 28th birthday.PRESENT (28th birthday).A few guests had already arrived. Amit was helping them to decorate the home as well as welcoming the guest.Sunny – Baby, get ready now. The guests have already arrived. Amit is taking care of things at present.Pragya – Which dress should I wear? The red saree or the blue one?Sunny – It doesn’t matter. Wear anyone.He. My favourite grandparent was showing me I was special. I don't recall if I was frozen or if I gave some sign that I was as excited as I was, but after a short time he slipped off the bed and was sitting behind me on the floor. I had to move forward a little to accommodate him and moving made me feel guilty and complicit and numb with the nervous thrill all through me.I was wearing shorts at the time. The kind with a button and a zip. I don't know why as it was winter. On top I was wearing just.