Show me what your plans are. I tried to follow you, but lost some of it because I couldn't visualize it."I walked over to the swamp edge and explained...what the state plans were and why we were directed to do it that way. "We may get a few more bucks out of the state. Bob is having his attorneys looking into it. The specs they gave us are all wrong about the depth to bedrock. In some places it may be double, so it is going to take at least a third more fill. Let's walk back and I'll show you. . ." Matt, just tell me. I'm not leaving until you do." I just wondered if you would mind if, when you go to take a shower, I think about you?"My heart stopped at the following silence. She didn't move. She still squeezed my hand, maybe even a little tighter. Then she spoke. "Think of me how Matthew?" In the shower." You mean naked, in the shower?" Yes ma'am." Silence again. She could not possibly keep her promise not to tell. I knew now she would call mom and let her know she had raised a. I made coffee, and we sat quietly talking about little, for both of us the anticipation made concentration difficult. Eve told me that she was going to brush her teeth, got up and kissed me. She took her little bag. I listened as she went into my bedroom first, then a few moments later I heard the bathroom door close. It seemed ages before she came out. I waited a few minutes then went round switching off the lights. The bathroom light was still on when I went in to brush my teeth. I undressed. A group of regulars were bemoaning how loud themusic was and one pompous blue haired old lady looked down her nose atme with disgust as we passed by. I deliberately shimmied past her witha beaming smile, she sneered then croaked, what are you then, a girl ora boy? I just rolled my eyes and walked on ignoring her.We chose a table at the back of the room, as far away from the oldiesas possible. Hunk could tell from the look on my face that I wasn'thappy with the old ladies taunt. He grinned at me.