It didn't occur to Sam that the parade was a blessing. Without it, his arrival would have been ridiculously early."What am I doing here?" Sam thought ...s he arrived at Madeleine's apartment. "This is 'way too much woman for old, tired Sam Wicks. Who am I kidding, here?"Madeleine opened the door and greeted him with a smile. "You're early." she said. "I guess you had no trouble finding me?" No trouble," Sam mumbled, deciding not to describe his frustration at waiting for the parade to allow him. "The whole 2 weeks I was gone, I found it difficult to concentrate. I kept thinking about what she might be doing. Here she was looking up "female masturbation" online. I didn't know what it would lead to. And ... I was getting aroused. I got home on a Saturday. There was a host of messages on my voice mail. I was only interested in the last one. It was from Mom. It said, "Rick, darling, I know you're not home yet, but call me the minute you get in. I have something wonderful to show you."I. I push inside and hear her gasp in pain I know what to do but I fear what will happen. 'How is it that I'm the one taking it from her? I thought Jake's sister was the slut of the school! And she has never had sex? Well fuck yeah!!' I hit the organic barrier and freeze up, chills run up my spine and across my arms, “Are you ready?” I hear myself ask but realize that I was the one to talk. She nods again and I know that I can't stop now, its already in place, and I'm already moving. I feel her. She works as some sort of cocktail waitress, I don'treally know, she dresses sexy and stays out late and she always tellsme how much she appreciates me for understanding. Who knows? I waslucky to have her as a girlfriend. I was in no position to complaineven if it was true that she virtually never allowed me to touch heranymore. It was always 'not tonight dear' or 'I think I have a cold,you better not kiss me'. I didn't ask many questions, I was happy justto be allowed in her presence. Given.