It was a flickering light that stood out amid the darkness. Even with the moon and stars overhead, it was still hard to see even to someone used to mo...ing around at night on the island.Kurtis broke into a run.Kurtis – Rathay DesertMy dick throbbed hard in a moment.It swelled in the fibrous breechcloth I wore. My sandal-clad feet crashed down on the shrubs. I burst through the undergrowth onto the desert. The light bobbed up a sand dune. It swayed. I shuddered, knowing a dusky beauty held it.My. It was all just fantasies, that's all it was.But if Mary was telling the truth, the truth I'd never known for all those years, Elaine hadn't realized it was all just a middle-aged man's fantasy. She had thought it was real. That's why she had never called me again after that phone call to her telling her I couldn't go forward. That was why she hadn't been in her office the next time I'd walked by and she'd accepted a transfer to a branch in Atlanta, but I'd never looked too closely into her. I tried to act calm strolling into the kitchen where I found Aunt April cutting some limes for drinks. She knew I was there, yet didn’t saying anything.I cleared my throat and tried to stick my chest out a bit. Still nothing. Fuck. My confidence was wavering as I rubbed the back of my neck deciding how to approach this.“Hey Aunt April, what a…whatcha doing?..”She looked over at me with a coy look as if nothing had happened in the hot tub, yet seemingly enjoying the act she was playing with an. "Julie decided not to press the point, if he was pregnant they still had plenty of time to do something about it. "Well you're like a novice driver behind a wheel of a racing car, with a whole new set of hormones running around inside you. With hindsight you were bound to have a few crashes as you learnt to drive."Jim didn't replay and while she was still thinking about what to say next the phone burst into the silence. Julie went into the hall to answer it. She barely had time to say "Hello,".