I want to go back to that restaurant again soon. We can sit in the bar as we did before nursing our beers while waiting for our table to be called. Go..., that place was so busy! But, had it not been, we would never have met Milly and Jim at all. We had been waiting for, what, 45 minutes for our table? They came over to the bar to order a drink and we talked for a bit as I remember. I was impressed with both of them. Although Jim is almost coal black, he was so clean looking, obviously educated. The pain of her betrayal had receded over time, but the pain of having her shred the most important relationship of his whole life hadn't faded even a smidgen.Susan had forced him to throw her out; she had understood that he wouldn't tolerate another man in their marriage, but even though she gave, and had always given, every indication that she wanted their marriage as much as he, she'd made it impossible. She hadn't attempted to excuse her behavior with psychobabble about being a sex addict. " And what do you want from me Lynn?" I want to love you and be loved by you." That you have already." I want us to go away together somewhere far away where we can make a new life together." Yes, we can do that." I want you to be strong for me. I want you to take me, even savagely and ruthlessly sometimes. I want you to rape me, to defile me, to make me beg. I want each night to be an erotic adventure. I want you to make me submit to whatever erotic pain and pleasure you can imagine and I want. Basically why she didn't tell me that they are dating is because he told her that I'm his good friend and according to bro code he is not allowed to date my sister but he loved her. Which was big lie, because he was cheating on her with some other girl. Also she didn't know about me being bullied. And if she knew she would never talk to him let alone sleeping with him. Later I found out that she lost her V card to him and that she is so ashamed because of that.Few months down the road. By my 15.