I started putting up the fence the next day, setting the poles for the fence. I knew it was going to take me a week to put it up by myself so I left a...l the tools out that I knew I would need like the wheelbarrow and shovels. The only tools I put away were hand tools and electrical stuff in case of rain. I was supposed to go out of town for a couple of days and told Rita I would finish the fence when I returned. As usual she was pissed at me saying I was never at home like other husbands. I. The weather was mild with little wind as we made our way down the long straight riverside cycle path. I watched every time Lisa reached for her water bottle.She seemed to be going for it today, no stops and a fair pace as we cycled passed the benches overlooking the river. Non-stop, we continued until we reached the pub. With anticipation running through my mind at what Lisa was going to say, she sat down at the table outside. I went straight in and ordered the drinks before returning to sit. Her face hadn't been damaged and she looked as she always had, except for her color and some dust that hadn't been brushed off one side of her face.I got a faint, "Sam," when she next looked at me. Her fingers gripped me, and then I could tell she was no more. I leaned down and brushed my lips on hers and turned to go outside. James and Martha were coming in and I met them at the door. I shook my head and that's when I lost it, shuddering with sorrow at my loss. Her father was in worse shape. Not wanting to embarrass myself, needing to save my pride, instead of getting out of the car, I drove away. I was too upset to confront them. I was so angry that I may have hurt one of them or both of them. Now, better this way, he’d never know I was there witnessing them kissing. ### TallBlondeBustyBlueEyedBimbo ### With Anchorage seemingly so busy, busier than I had imagined it would be, I needed to go someplace quiet. I needed to be alone. I needed to think. I needed to think of what to do.