Probably something to do with Buddhism in some way. Funny thing is, I never really cared, and neither did Meagan. I'd stopped loving my wife some time...before that. She'd cheated on me before, and although her mouth told me she'd been really sorry, her eyes had always told me different. It was almost like she had expected that just saying sorry would have been enough because aside from that there was virtually no change in her attitude.Meagan didn't care about her leaving that much either. My ex. I am walking alongside the pool deck of the hotel it’s a beautiful deck the pool is about the size of the deck itself. It overlaps a beautiful view of the beachfront and connects to the beachfront off to the side. The view itself is breathtaking many here pay a cold $ just to see this view I get to be paid to see it on most nights. I must admit it is one of my favorite part of the hotel to check in. The sound of the ocean waves splashing and the breeze blowing I find it relaxing and calming. Holland and I'll be giving you all the tour." Grinning to everyone, Dr. Holland said, "In spite of what you may have heard, this isn't a mad scientists club." Winking towards the class, he called out to a fairly attractive woman who was standing nearby, saying "Igor, get the door won't you" This caused everyone in the class to start chuckling, even Brian who thought the joke was a bit corny. "Sure thing" she called back, going over and pushing some buttons so that the front door opened. . All the while trying to keep the stream within hearing distance.Near the bottom of the hill, I spotted an old overgrown path. The height of the weeds in-between the parallel ruts meant nothing came this way in months. The stream twisted and crossed across the path flowing in the direction away from farms that I saw from apple tree. The new path that I found would be easier to navigate to what I hoped would be civilization. Bending over to take a drink from the frosty water before I had to.