After I was finished, Rob was waiting for me and said we were to meet at the Lee's house now. Marc gave me his personal phone number, said I could cal... anytime and not to hesitate. His last recommendation was I might want to buy a handgun.When we reached the Lee's house, Aunt Lee led us in and went to make tea. Mary and Nukka followed her into the kitchen and soon I heard a discussion on different herbs taking place. I found out, both Aunt Lee and Nukka were into herbal cures and were busy. Alittle...do I joke about 'getting laid.' But who did I meet? Was itme? My normal self. My male self?I didn't know what to say. I wanted to ask her where I went. That's when I saw the cigarettes on the end of the counter. There wasthat flash of recognition again, like when I'd heard my mom's voice onthe answering machine and when Lisa hugged me. How did I even know hername. And I saw those cigarettes and knew that's what this body wanted.It wanted a cigarette, even though I wasn't a. She was also attached. Again, a feeling of despair moved through him and he wondered why these facets of her life concerned him. After all, she was just a fan, writing porn stories about an encounter with him. Why should it affect him so deeply? Jenny called minutes later and he went out to meet her for lunch. Once he’d returned to the loft, he found a message from his agent and called her back, excited to hear that he’d been offered another guest spot, this time in Vancouver and she had the. As if she were reading my mind, she whispered to me, "I'm ready." I knew exactly what she meant. My heart began racing, emotions and feelings flooded my body, I would finally be making love to my sweet Mischa. I'm so glad she waited for me. "Okay baby, but I want it to be special for you, let me shower, put a few things together and then I'll come get you." She looked at me slightly annoyed. "Fine just hurry," she exclaimed. I immediately rushed upstairs and turned on the shower. As I waited.