I’m not sure if I will ever do it again but I’m not afraid of it any more. Did I disgust you?“Because you sucked a cock? Of course not. I do tha... all the time why shouldn’t you my love? Tell me, are you still worried I will fuck everything I see like I used to? Or are you comfortable that I can have sex with another man occasionally and still love you?”“I’m not worried any more Sue. I love you and I feel your love. It doesn’t have anything to do with this ... as you said, it’s like. I had been an ordinary young man, following my studies, trying to meet young ladies, joining friends for a beer in the evenings, listening to music and happy in the knowledge that I had parents and siblings at home to fall back on if things went wrong. I had never even felt like causing anyone serious harm now suddenly I was supposed to learn to kill. I was filled with uncertainty and apprehension. Would I actually be able to kill if I had to? How would it feel to become a killer? It was. I told Clara and Gabby I’d be careful. I made love to them every night before the last night, and I made love to most of my women as well. Those who I didn’t make love to for whatever the reason, I held in my arms and comforted through the night.We ended up having one last feast before going. By then the snow had started to melt and the days were much warmer and longer. I spoke to everyone as a group one last time, and then I went off to my bed. I didn’t sleep with my mates that night. I slept. " I was going to do that." We are partners or I am your slave. Which is it?" At times like this I like the second choice. You are just too precious to me." And what do you think when I see you experimenting?"We made an even smaller crystal and mounted it to the rock but this time I used a time spell on some of the air so that nothing would hit Sonya. She looked a bit exasperated at me but kept her thoughts hidden. There was another blast but I felt most of it through our link. Sonya was still.