As we sat down having a cigarette she was telling me about herself. Donna was in the kitchen talking to three blokes, they were having a right laugh a...d she was flirting in her own special way having consumed quite a drop of Scotch. After a half hour she said “I need the toilet” and Chris, the guy she’d originally eyed up showed her where it was.When she came out of the bathroom Chris was talking to two other guys, Connor, 35, and Steven, 29. Donna cheekily suggested they find somewhere quiet. But I couldn't help myself - she had me under her spell. On the evening itself, I arrived at her apartment - punctually, but shaking with nerves. She answered the door wearing a short blue dress and, I suspected and later confirmed, nothing else. She invited me in. The apartment itself was large and modern - the main living area dominated by the large pieces of pop art she used to decorate the place. The huge pieces of graphic artwork clashed violently with each other. I followed her to the. I had experienced toys but only a couple of times up until then. Oh, I don't consider myself a top or bottom. That whole thing doesn't make sense to me. Some people say there strictly top or strictly bottom, which is respectable. Either you want it in your butt or don’t, or all you’ll do is give head but don’t receive it, ok I get that. I guess I would be versatile. I like both giving and receiving and enjoy doing both. I enjoy being played with and having the other person enjoy themselves by. I'll be happy to. You three go in the living room and catchup."I am just amazed at how Jillian sort of took over, totally defused anypossible situation, and really ingratiated herself into my family. She iscertainly the consummate actress even if it's real. And I have no ideawhich at the moment.We go into the living where Mom catches me up on the latest gossip aroundtown, store openings and closings, how our relatives are doing, and whatshe's been up to. Jim comes in for a moment after.