I pulled my hands out from between us and gently held her head as if I was fearful she would leave. I guess knowing she wasn't going anywhere my hands...began to caress her shoulders and back reaching as far down as I could. Her kiss and soft moans told me she was pleased. Then she began to move again continuing to kiss me as she moved around behind my head. Bracing herself with her hands she began to kiss my neck and I reciprocated, as her neck was now available to me. Slowly her kisses and soft. ”“He was, but ... but I wasn’t in love with him,” I replied then began to sob.I was immediately surrounded by my friends, including Flinn and Torun, who just held me in a group hug whilst the rest of the party went on around us.“It’s OK to mourn, Kiria,” Flinn told me gently.“I ... I wasn’t in love,” I sobbed “So why does it hurt so much?”“He’s still alive...”“But doesn’t know me and won’t know me either.”“You mourn the loss of a friend, so it’s OK to cry, Kiria,” Torun added.“He was one of the. It must have taken a nano second for me to twig it was Gina's address and for the first time in such a while I felt a little flick of excitement in my stomach and a chirp in my whatever ! I got there and waited a very short while in the car, saw a flick of curtain and the front door opened and a quite stunning woman stepped out, early forties maybe with a gorgeous pageboy bob haircut with curl up's on her cheeks. Slim and not skinny, very nicely but not overly made up, elegantly dressed, great. Thankfully, she didn’t give any sort of indication that I’d made a strange request, she simply told me to follow her. She pointed out a small section tucked away in a back corner of the store. I remember standing and staring at the shelves, in awe that there were so many books to choose from. I browsed through a few before I settled on a handful of inconspicuous titles.I admit that I’m not the most observant person. All too often, I have my nose stuck in a book, tunes playing in my ears,.