What was Lola planning?"That's not my mother," he said."Mylene, if you were there at Jeremy's birth I want you to remove thetutu part of your costume ...nd wrap it round your son's waist and kiss himbecause he is about to be reborn."I didn't want to do this but I feared what might happen if I didn't andthe truth was I felt compelled to demonstrate the truth of what Lola wassaying.I undid the tutu and feeling slightly naked in the camisole part of mycostume I walked over to my handcuffed son and. Bored I moved the mouse and up popped the chat room which all the fun had been broadcast in. I recognized a few of the names who had talked to me or Doug a few times, and not much was happening. There were no videos going, and a few of the people were just chatting about general subjects.One person noticed me in there and sent me an instant message."Hey is that really your wife with that guy?" he typed."Yeah it is" I replied to him."How in the hell did you allow him to take off with her,. Am I wrong? Making love to a little girl he whispers. My heart is in my throat and I cannot respond. Then he looks down at me and says, but your not really a little girl are you? I shake my head, because he's right I'm just trapped inside of this body. He rolls onto his back taking me with him so now I'm on top. Show me slim. Show me your a big girl. I begin to rock my hips back and forth my eyes glued to his. I grab for his hands and bring them to my tits. Squeez I say, and he obeys. I. I had allowed her to see the full extent of my life too, and she knew and accepted it all. More than that, I began to get a real feeling for the extent of my own shortcomings in our relationship. As we chatted, I found myself responding to her in a way which I found difficult to place.Maggie, suddenly put her knife and fork to the side of her plate and took my hands in hers."I love you Danny. I always did."The confession was shocking, not particularly because of the circumstances which preceded.