He made me suck him for quite a long time, until he was ready to fuck me.” “Then what happened? Was it as you expected?” “Oh, it was far bet...er than I could have imagined. He made me lean over the back of his sofa and spread my legs. Then he got some lube and smeared around my arse and then he slowly pushed his cock into me.” “Did it hurt?” I asked. “Well, I expected it to, but he was quite gentle. He pushed further into me I made myself relax. I had tensed up a bit and, as I did I began to. I discussed it with my White friend Brenda from work and eventually realised that the problem was not with me but with my hubby Suren – his penis was having erection difficulties. When i tried to discuss it with Suren, he became very anxious and avoided the conversation, always saying our sex was just right for us and it’s the same for all couples. Brenda however convinced me to watch some porn movies at her place and then i realised what more there is to sex. Eventually after much persuading. Even I was forgetting sometimes that Iwas a man.So, week after week, I worked at the front desk. Rarely did I seeRebecca. Cami and Wendi changed my hairstyle to an androgynous blondepixie cut. The salon electrologist did my sideburns and mustache. Iwaxed my eyebrows. I guess I was falling into the salon lifestyle. Iteven felt funny wearing pants when I wasn't at the salon. I was gettingused to my leggings...Cami suggested that I should start wearing a little man's makeup. Someeye liner. She nodded. “Some.”“Don’t be,” I said, “most men are very much afraid of women, afraid they will not be liked or admired, afraid they will fail and look the fool. You have the power to say no.”She smiled and nodded again.‘Take it off,” I said. “Remember, men bluster, but women command.”She gathered her long garment at her waist and then tugged it over her head and threw it behind her.“Stand up straight,” I said, “shoulders back. Don’t slump.”Her muff was a small triangle of curls, a bit darker.