Every fewdays would find me locked in the bathroom digging through the hamper tofind the delicate panties and maybe a slip or skirt to try on.Please u...derstand at this point in my life I was very sexually unaware.Sure I got erections, especially in panties and a skirt. However, I hadnever had an ejaculation. Oh, I heard the words and stories of boys andgirls and what they did, but I was ignorant of the real world of sex. Icertainly had no idea of why I liked my sister's clothes so much and. Finally the ladies applied blusher to his pretty high cheeks, giving him a delicate feminine blush.Enjoying her dominance, the lady in charge made him face a long mirror as she dressed him in a slinky, full-length white and pink silk dress that amply displayed his feminine form. He was forced to watch, helplessly, as they slowly clad him in a pretty feminine dress.He stepped into the dress, and they slowly drew it up his slender body. He could feel the silky material of the tight dress as they. ." He saw the look of shock on his mother's face and realized, with a sinking feeling in his stomach, that he'd made the wrong choice again. It would have been a lot better if she thought it was piss, he knew.His mom was staring down at him, open-mouthed. "You -- masturbated? Honey, I didn't think you were old enough." I'm not a kid," he said defiantly. "I can get a hard-on and stuff, just like anybody. It happens lots, whenever I see pretty girls." Uh, Tommy, I -- I just -- I mean, I never saw. The last few weeks had been a rollercoaster of emotions I was barelyprepared to process now, let alone in those moments then. My mindfluctuated so hard every day between loving my new clothes and wanting tokeep going and accept my feminized persona and be Lily with Erin all thetime, and hating what I had become, wanting it only to be over andregretting that I ever had to be chosen in the first place. I loved mynew clothes and I loved Erin, but I was ashamed to love them like I didand I was.