One night I was in my bed, thinking about that day and slowly masturbating, my finger s trying in vain to replay the feeling that she had given me. As...my climax approached I should have felt elated, but I just felt depressed. I eventually fell asleep, but the whole of the next day this sense of despair continued. By evening, pressed like sardines on the Tube, I was practically suicidal. No longer did I dream of her, I totally hated her for showing me what I could now never ever have again. I. We ordered chinese food to help us get through the night. As we were eating, Trevor started to talk about the past. "You know… I always had a thing for you back in the day." Really? I mean I know we flirted and stuff but I didn't know you actually liked me.." Ya well you were with Lamar and you seemed happy. I knew that I was going to be leaving after that year so I didn't want to mess things up for you. Part of me always regretted not telling you how I felt though." I'm glad you told me. And. She had spread them apart and was pushing back on each stroke in order to intensify the pressure. She also was no longer looking at me. She was moving into her pre orgasm state that I know so well. To her, nothing else in the world mattered at this time except her desire to get off.Carlos again spoke to me telling me that Jo Anne and Miguel needed some help in getting her panties off and since I was done that I should go over and help them. Without answering, I got up walked over and helped. He reached out taking hold ankles lifting them up over his shoulder, pulling my panties to the side the head of his rock hard cock pressed to my gaped sissy cunt. AS we looked into each others eyes I bit my bottom lips and hunched up just as he pushed forward. YESSSS he yelled as his cock sunk inside me. I kept pushing upward as he drove it all the way in till his balls were pressing to my ass. He started fucking me as my tiny limp clitlet rested in place. His thrust got faster and faster the.