“Were you thinking about thwarting Master’s will again?” Mom said.“I guess I must have,” I admitted, “but it’s hard not to.”“Honestl..., Colin, I warned you about this just a while ago, didn’t I? I’m afraid you’re going to have to wait until Katelyn gets home. I still have her laundry to do. I have supper to start and I have to make a bunch of phone calls.”“But what if this keeps happening?” “Master has assured me you won’t have to worry about your stray thoughts after tonight as long as you. You are so much smarter than I remember. You've got it all planned out, and I think you're going to be a big success." Yeah, well I got a lot smarter at college. I actually went to all the classes. I didn't make the dean's list, but I was there and I listened and I learned. I'm going to be okay, Soup. I'm going to be okay."I slapped him on the shoulder and took him by surprise. I was expecting the same from him, but he just raised his beer glass and saluted me. We spent the next hour wondering. Still don't! Fuck! I'd French-kissed a girl before my teens, and my only mission in life was to produce cum and lose my virginity to one of the girls in my class.Although my sis was three years my junior, she was tall for her age, but with no hint yet of her having to wear a bra. I got out of my clothes and put on her dress. My hard-on was spoiling the image. Her pants and tights sorted that problem.There was no full-length mirror in the bathroom, only a shaving mirror on a wall cabinet, that I. Every few minutes, she'd start REM dreaming, and often would thrash about in obvious distress. I tried to calm her without waking her when that happened. I had no idea what time it was, or how long we'd been in Moira's room.Once she'd stabilized, Gary and I had carried Saralinda upstairs to Moira's bed. Moira'd walked behind us, on the phone with Dr. Anna in Hawaii. The whole way there, I'd listened to Moira say such illuminating things as "Uh huh," and "Yes, of course," and "Okay." My eyes,.