I looked into his eyes and saw so much pain that I nearly started crying again. I looked over to Mr Mackenzie. He nodded and without a word, I got up ...nd followed Zac outside, closing the door behind me. ‘How are you?’ I asked. He shrugged and reached for my hand. I looked at it and then into his eyes before throwing my arms around him and bursting into tears. Mrs James tapped on my shoulder and I, reluctantly, let Zac go. ‘Zac, we need to talk. Come with me,’ she said kindly, putting her. "Hello?" Is this Heidi Waters?" the female voice asked."Yes, it is. Who am I talking to?" Ms Waters, this is the doctor's office calling to remind you of your appointment this afternoon, at 4:30. Will you still be able to make it?" Damn. I'd forgotten all about it." She looked at her watch and saw that she could still make it if she left right now. "Yes, I'll be there." Good. We'll be expecting you then."Looking back towards the house she realized the dinner date would have to wait till later,. There I saw that I was tied to a chair in the middle of his bedroom near to his bed. I also noticed that he had used a series of different things to hold the chair in place meaning I couldn’t move. I looked at the end of the bed to see the box that he had came in earlier with that was filled with toys, some he had already used. I looked away from the box as I watched master walk in front of my picking up something from his dresser. I watched carefully before master looked up at me grinning. My long-time marriage was not a happy one. Oh sure, we got along alright but there was virtually no sex. I had two long term affairs, at one point overlapping each other, looking to fill the sexual void I lived in, but they had ended. I wondered, after all these years and his own unsuccessful marriage, if the sex Terry and I had years ago would renew. We never talked about it, especially in his army years. As I pulled my car in and parked, I felt the butterflies in my stomach from anticipation..