I had never thought of it before, but I now realized just how much James had given up when he had asked me to marry and become his lover. Prior to tha..., he had been the most jaded rake of the household. I knew he had had my friend in his bed for I had once been wandering the secret passageways when I had heard him coming up. Frantic for a place to hide, I had rushed through the secret door into Siobhan’s room, only to be followed by James, who joined her in bed for a lengthy tryst. I also knew. "Oh my god" I said, "what's going on Carole? What are you playing at I thought it was just us two" "don't worry she said they know all about you and your pathetic sissy ways" I could feel myself getting very red indeed, I wanted to run out and change but Vicky stood in the way of the door, Steve was still sat at the table smiling I looked at him and he just winked and smiled at me, "I don't understand why you are doing this Carole why?" At that point Vicky came over to me and told me not to. She also told Pat she was not qualified to work with me other than in the hospital rooms besides there had been complaint about the amount of time she was spending with me.I asked Pat if she had been spending more time with me than necessary and Pat replied, "I spent only the time necessary to complete your therapy. The time we spent visiting after that was during my lunchtime and took no time away from other patients or the hospital!" then she blushed."I always wondered why you changed my. Toh hum baat karne lage usko bhi need nahi aaha rahe the.Toh idhar udhar ke baat kar rahe the toh baatAunty-or kya chal raha hai?Me-kuch nahi boring lifeAunty-kohi gf nahi hai kya?Me-nahi ek the lekin breakup ho gayaAunty-kuy? Me-kuch karne nahi dete the bolte rehte the mujhe time chaiya isliyaAunty(naughty way mein) -tujhe aaisa kya chaiya thaMe(himmat karke) -wohi joh har ladke koh chaiya hota hai ladke se.Aty-kya baat hai ladka bada ho gayaMein kuch bola nahi sharam aaha rahe the tabhi tak.