” I was so lost in my lust and the sensations I was feeling I wasn’t thinking clearly. Then something far bigger than a finger started pressing ag...inst my anus! What was she doing! It must have been some kind of big toy or I thought. Whatever it was, it was making progress and was bordering on being painful. Without the slightest warning the intruder suddenly stormed the threshold of my resisting flesh and slid with sensual ease into the far reaches of my rectum! It felt AMAZING! So. K., go on, Simone." So, he asked what I was doing. He didn't really know I pumped my breast milk to save for later. So, I explained it to him. And he was really curious about it. And I was glad that he was getting to see how natural a thing breastfeeding is." Uh-huh. Then what?" Well, he was watching me pump one breast. And then it was time to do the other breast. And he asked if he could help." Excuse me?" Monica asked with mouth agape. "He wanted to HELP?" Yea. He loves to help out with. “You do realise that I was so jealous of Ken and the others?”She looked at me with a puzzled face.“Yes. You were such a close knit family I could imagine you giving them all a hug in order to show your love when they came in from work and school. When I used to get home my mother wouldn’t even make a cup of tea.”Ken’s mother knew that I didn’t have a father so it must have sounded plausible even though, in fact, my mother was very loving. They had never met so Ken’s mother wouldn’t know. I then. Behindthe glimmer of anticipation I could see the terror reflected in my eyes.Terror of a kind I had never known before. The terror of a first date.Oh, I'd been on many dates before and married twice! This was different.This was my first date with a man. This was the first time I would getto be the woman on a date. After 53 years, I was finally fulfilling oneof my most persistent fantasies.I was standing in front of the mirror in my best matching panty and braset, panty hose, half slip, and my.