He looked embarrassed. "I'm really sorry," he said. "It is difficult not to get like this with your body." Thank you," I replied smiling.We continue..., though the director was getting ever more daring. "How about you just hold it?" he asked. "Make it look like you are going to kiss it."There didn't seem too much harm in that and I gripped his shaft, puckering my lips close to it. He twitched in my hand."Careful!" I warned him. "I don't want to go home covered in sperm. My boyfriend would. I knew it was him. Trembling a bit I picked my phone up, but didn't say anything at first. Then he said," You're one very sexy sissy, and I've been watching you for quite some time." I could only stammer out a little "thank you". He proceeded to talk, telling me how sexy I looked and how horny I'd made him. All the while his eyes were fixed on me and his hand remained on his cock. Finally I said," Would you like to come over and let me suck it for you?" He replied that he'd love to have me suck. I can tell. These were odd times. I was allowed in her bedroom when she was there and awake. It wasn't a place where we had spent much time, though. She had held me and cried, then we had gone somewhere else to play. She held me and cried still. She did it more than before. But she also wrote and dreamed and changed her clothes five times in a row. All this time, she had me lying in front of the door.Sometimes her parents would come in. This meant a bump for me. There were better places to lie.. I don't ever want to go through that again."She started crying and I just held her, wishing I hadn't opened my big mouth. I had meant all along to tell her, but hadn't gotten around to it with all that was going on. I had promised I would never lie to her, and I never would, but if it affected her like this, I might have to rethink that strategy. Maybe I would learn to omit a few things or not be so blunt about how I told her. Kat was right about how Sally was acting, now that I looked back on.