I'd wanted to fuck her ever since i was about 18 and I had caught a glimpse of her naked body while staying over one night ! I'd passed her bedroom do...r which was slightly ajar and seen her small breasts and her hairy pubic region before having to move before being caught !Our taxi arrived and off we went on our quest for beer and girls !The night had been a good one, well for paul anyway he'd pulled a fit 18yr old and she had dragged him to her house leaving me to go home alone.I awoke around. It always seemed the afternoon dragged as I anticipated my walk on the beach. And this Friday was no different. A little after 3:30 I packed up my briefcase and headed home. I had a salad for dinner. Changed my clothes. Did a few errands and vacuumed the living room.I got in my car a little after dusk and drove the twenty minutes to the beach. There was no rush. The kids did not sneak up to the dunes until after the sun had fully set.I was about a half mile down the beach when I heard my name. So when I got to this audition I was pretty jazzed up. When I did my audition piece, I couldn’t really focus. I saw the male casting director looking down at my crotch, not very impressed with my acting, but seemingly impressed with other things. So even though I didn’t think I had a chance of being called back, I wasn’t resistant to what he may have had in mind here. So he called me over and seductively looked me up and down; he was in his late 50’s, not unattractive, but not someone I’d. As I was of the firm opinion that what we were doing was sheer idiocy —a thief's credo is to always leave your fallen comrades behind, after all—I was more than happy to leave him to his business.Again, when viewing these actions in retrospect, I am ashamed by what I did, or rather did not do. His cause was just, Amanda was my friend; I should have followed.I have only Anarion's words to base the following events on, and he is notoriously closed mouthed. No doubt there was somewhat more to what.