Something interesting caught my attention during my glance. I wasn’t sure with the dim lighting in the restaurant however, I thought I detected a ve...y visible bulge in his finely pressed trousers. When Jay came to me to take my drink order I pretended to look at my drink list and went back to looking at his crotch. Jay was standing quite close to me so it made the discovery and confirmation very easy. I now saw a thick tube of man meat hanging down his left leg. Jay did not have an erection. ”“That’s a horrible thought. Anybody I know that you’re referring to?”“No. Just that my baby sister...”“Looks a lot like you. Not exactly, but close enough.”“Uh, do I need to worry about you lusting for my sister?”“One, she’s too young. Two, I’m in love with you...”“Three,” she giggled, “I know where you sleep and I’ll superglue your dick to your leg.”“You’re all the female I ever desired, lady.”“I’ll be a lot more in a few months. Big as a barrel...”“I can imagine myself lusting after your. “Oh crap!” I said in a hesitant voice, worried she was going to run out of the house. “It’s okay, I love porn. Only a different type of porn,” she said in a seductive voice. I didn’t say anything. She emailed her boss, then turned the laptop to me saying, “This is type of porn I love to watch.” I saw on the screen a women slowly being touched and undressed by a man. As the women’s panties slipped off, an 8 inch dick sprang up. I was shocked and fixated by this women being sucked off by this. That would be the bestChristmas present I could think of.I looked at the test that Dr. Anderson gave me. It seemedstraightforward and I started working on the questions.1. Do I express femininity MORE for freedom of being, or for thepleasure I feel? My femininity is the persona that I feel the mostcomfortable with. I feel so normal when I am Suzie. That is who I amthough; I must admit that it makes me feel good to wear nice clothesand to have my boyfriend Rodger accept me.2. Clothes or Self? If.