She also cupped my balls in her hand and lightly tapped on them...something about a light pressure on the balls that also induces an erotic pleasure/p...in. As I write this, it sounds kind of dumb; all I can say is that, at the time, it was quite appropriate and felt great. As Nurse Ashley was moving about the room, I would catch occasional glimpses of her thighs or her panties and I confessed to her that I was ashamed of myself for looking at her. She verbally chastised me but, nonetheless,. I smiled weakly and shrugged and returned to the conversation at hand. While we were all having some of the pasta and bread sticks, I made a remark on something that Dave had said about Sarah’s fear of driving here locally, being a kid from New Jersey she was much more accustomed to traveling by train or bus. I forget what I cracked wise about but it got chuckles and laughs from the whole table… including Sarah. But what was revealing, to me anyway was that Franky finally smiled showing. I am constantly aware that I can no longer just “go at will” and always am aware of where the nearest bathroom is when I am on the road because I can’t just whip it out anymore.Secondly, I no longer get to touch myself for pleasure. At ALL. No masturbating for a LONG time! Any time I get an urge and the body reacts as a guy, it physically hurts. Does that mean that I no longer have sexual urges? Of course not! What I am conditioning myself to do is get the male to female equivalent of a genetic. She was in her white bra panty. I pulled her arms n kissed her arm pits n moved my lips to her chest. Her breathing grew heavier. I kissed her belly. Licked it thoroughly. We were excited. Tongue fucked the navel. Maam moaned AAAHH AAA she cried.. I removed her panty. The pussy was all wet. It was hairy and was musky in odour. I put my teeth on her Pussy hair n pulled them. Maam got terrible pain. A few hair were in my mouth I spit them. I rubbed my lips on them n used my tongue again. She.