Yes, you grew up poor but many do and most struggle financially. You, however, because of pride considered it an insult. It’s why you never shopped ...ith your mother after food stamps, your pride would not let you admit you were shamed by poverty when you were condescending of others. You never invited friends home because you were ashamed it would detract from your presumed superiority. You shied away from boys, worried they would insult your looks. You preyed on Julie, first to enhance your. I’d do things like leave town for days without telling him or bringing my phone, or stay in bed with a book all day and forget to answer his texts.It just wasn’t second nature for me to be tied down and predictable.When I met Paul online I expected the same cycle to occur. We met up at the corner dive bar where I prefer to meet all my first dates. He complimented my lip color — it’s always a great sign when a man isn’t intimidated by lipstick. He asked me about my writing and he told me about. Oh he fucked your ass too I asked. She said yes. My dick was hard from hearing this and I unzipped my pants and pulled it out. Andrea giggled and said we have five hours on the road still. I said let me see what's under that skirt. She played modest and said no. I said please . She said ok and turned sideways in her seat and spread her legs. She was wearing a pair of see through panties and I could see her hairless slit through them. I reached over and rubbed her pussy pushing the panties. ..I blame the cold myself!) I got my own back by getting her pierced, doing the job myself the following year, just the nipples of course, and I got her a pair of name tags, property of ...well, you know the style. She in turn whipped me for an hour with a bull whip then left me hanging for another hour. This year, well today, our friendly tattooist cum piercer a 6 ft giant with tattoos on his face and I suspect body, sat here waiting to do his worse to me, he was aware of our Birthday.