”As she started to say something else, he closed the door with a loud bang, and locked it. Jack heard her as she walked away from the door down the ...assageway, swearing. He got into the bunk and started to go to sleep, thinking maybe everything she said was true and maybe he should have fucked her. He hadn’t been with a girl for quite a while. Too late now he thought and fell asleep.At four forty five, the electric alarm clock began to buzz and the inner ship phone rang in his quarters. “This. We had been together for almost 3 years and she was the love of my life. We were all cuddled up on the couch, loving the feeling of each other’s bodies, and we had no idea our whole world was about to be shattered.I hear a car pull up outside my apartment. I paid no mind to it; we live in an apartment complex so it’s not uncommon for people to be driving by and stopping places. I vaguely remember hearing three doors open and shut. Hurried footsteps. Getting louder. I start to wonder what that. .Then we started to get into it... She unziped my pants and before taking them off she had a second thought and asked me if I was sure I wanted to do this..."Yes Please take them off I begged" And she listened.....She took them off and she said "I'm gonna hurt you a bit ok?" She did She stook her fingers in me and ripped me open as seing as I haven't let people mess around with me that much. It felt good at first but then she got to ruff so I told her that she had to stop and she did... This. When she noticed she'd read the same paragraph three times, she finally put it down, and let her mind wind itself around the man that had moved into the house next door. She didn't really understand why she had given in so easily to his invitation to dinner, but she found herself actually looking forward to it, which surprised her.When she told her mother later about the invitation, she didn't seem surprised, but wisely, made little fuss about it. Darra had had that deer in the headlights look.