It really wasn't that hard an adjustment. Every day, I felt more comfortable.That was before I walked out of Amy's house one night and started home. S...ehad offered to give me a ride -- she had her license, being a 200-year-oldguide -- but it was only four blocks.Darryl Parker was there. And Larry Johnson. And Chuck O'Malley and Tommy Knoxand Brian Roberts. And I knew I was in trouble."You wanna be a girl, huh?" Johnson said. "Faggot."I looked around him. I wanted to run. But O'Malley shoved me. Penny was like, Ew, Jim Weider wants you or something, and I was like, Yay, but I couldnt say that, of course. March 13, 2007, 7:50am Dear Diary, OMG, when Daddy thought I was in the shower this morning, I caught him looking through my underwear drawer. He didnt see me watching him. Shit, no time to explain. More later. 7:12pm Dear Diary, School was shitty today. OMG I hate Mr. McNallys class. What a fucking douchebag! Katie said that Remmy was asking about me again. I still dont know how to. Why don't we go into the library and talk about it?" I asked, and when he agreed he followed me in."On the way through I might as well show you the kitchen and quarters and get your opinion. I have two cooks now and I want to make sure they aren't crowded in the kitchen. I'm out of space in the quarters too. Is there any chance they can both be enlarged?" I can tell there have been no changes so I don't really need to look closely. I tried to tell Mr Christopher it would probably end up this. ”“You got it, sweetie. I’ll hold the best for you, as usual.”Suzy started to get the boys organized. They were only partly aware of the required tasks. And might have resented having to do those tasks before breakfast. That is until Suzy informed them that the eggs they were gathering and the milk they were getting from the goats were going to be on the menu. It was with a renewed sense of urgency that the required tasks were completed.Meanwhile, I was organizing for breakfast, starting with a.