And Master Ron has yet to find out! oooh. Mommy has also reduced my bedtime back from seven-thirty to six oclock for two weeks, so I will remember tha... I am a little baby and not a big strong, boxer-wearing man....I had to sneak out of bed and write this in the dark on my laptop...ooh me.?Captain’s Log, February 25, 2004?My God, my prick is now just raw! Good things and upsetting things happened to me today. ?Today Pamela and I had our long lunch at the motel, and at some point, before I was. It will be evacuated after 15 minutes, then you will receive two rinsing enemas, one very hot, and the last, ice cold. You will be forced to hold each one for 15 minutes. Each enema will be larger than the last, to make sure that you receive the maximum amount of pain and stimulation," said the Commander. "But now, we will begin to open your pussy for our inspection. This will also cause you great anguish and embarrassment but it may take your mind off of the enema **** of your. 00 more on the hour (at my insistence, of course)—my life has been real hectic ever since. But, the money flows in, and the business is doing even better now, so I can’t complain too much. Anyway, my boss is in & out all day, usually spending up to three or four hours at the shop at a time, so I essentially run things up front. Fat Bud is a nice guy, a huge balding jovial man, although I swear sometimes that he wants to work me to death. I’ve mentioned that to him in passing a couple of times;. We kind of had sex." I explained once again. "We never actually had intercourse, only oral sex. But it was inevitable that the two of us would end up in bed together. I think even then I understood that. I just didn't admit it to myself. Even my being in a different body I just couldn't get past the feeling that it was incest in some way. Looking back on it now I see that was silly. But ... anyway like I told you, allowing Clarity to fall in love with me was the only way we could think of to.