At 5 PM a soft knock came on the door and I opened it to find a somewhat attractive young woman with a portable massage table. I invited her in and sh... set up her table and turned up the thermostat to make the room warmer. We sat down and I explained my condition to her and could not help but notice how busty was even though her bra contained her breasts quite well. She had shorts on and had nice legs and small, firm looking behind. She listened intently and then smiled and told me she was. I wanted to be myself. I threw on 6 inch clear stripper heels and a trench coat and made my way to the alley. It was right around 10pm, dark enough not to see but the space was open enough that if people looked in my direction they would have a clear view of this dumpster whore. Men started to show up. The first man was a really old guy, he looked dirty. He had a huge beer belly with a stained white shirt and pants that were barely pulled up. I instantly got wet. This is the type of man I was. She offered a friendly smile in passing and made her way out intothe hall. She turned the corner and almost ran headlong into the very lawyershe was supposed to partner with tomorrow."Ah, Jack, you surprised me," she gushed."So, can we count you in?" He asked."I-I-I guess." Oh, thank god! You'll save our ass on this one. You know where I live.Come by tomorrow at eleven, so we can go over our game plan," he said rapidly,then turned to leave."Wait Jack," she said, grabbing his arm. "That's twice. He had a part time job, so he also contributed to household expenses. Things could have coasted along that was all summer. But it was only a few days later that the energy changed.I had been sitting with him at bed time, as he seemed to feel his loss more at that time. He had an invitation to wake me, if he needed a friend in the night. So one night he came to my room, clad just in his undies, and sat on the bed. It was a cool night; he began to shiver. I invited him under the covers. We talked.