"Caitlynn shut the cooler door, "So, now what?"Julian hit the manual release on the cash register, pulling out the cash drawer. From the empty space b...hind the drawer, he extracted a key. Going to the front door, he locked it."We can lock the doors?" We can lock the doors." I thought we were open twenty-four hours." We are," said Julian. "We've been open at least that long. Now, we're closed." Can you do that?" I have to do that," said Julian. "It's what I'm supposed to do." They told you this. Eileen drove home, and when we got there she walked over to the stairs,took one step up,turned to me and just asked "coming ?"I followed her upstairs to our room.She fell on the bed,her skirt falling upwards revealing a wet spot. She raised her legs up and removed them slowly, and threw them at me. I picked them up and put them to my nose.Although they smelled wonderful, it was just her musty smell, and not anybody's semen. I quickly removed my clothes and climbed on top of her. I slid into her. She was black. Totally, completely black.It's not a criticism. It's a fact. I report what my eyes told me.Now, let me be honest with you. My parents expressed a kind of tacit disapproval of blacks, and discouraged my brothers and me from hanging out with any of "them." Bringing one of "them" home was just not acceptable.I understood my parents' objections, and abided by them, but I did not absorb them. I could accept their viewpoints without being affected by them.Thus, while I had never dated. I wasn't uncomfortable, though. Something else was strange, but I couldn't put my finger on it right then.Jim then woke me out of my trance and I didn't feel much different than when I was under. I still felt a bit strange, but I also noticed I no longer felt that relaxing feeling that I usually felt when I awoke from a trance. Instead, there was a new emotion in there, something that I hadn't felt in a long time.I looked around. Something seemed very different. I frowned, not being able to put.