I was affected. I was profoundly affected, and I found out later yesterday that Jay was, also." The first thing you need to know is that I love Jay wi...h all my heart and soul. But something's been missing. I knew it, and he knew it, but neither of us knew what the problem was. So we just did our thing. It was very comfortable-the way we related to each other, the way we acted, the way we made love. It was comfortable-our relationship has always been comfortable." And then I went to bed with. We are "Vamps" - presenting ourselves as beautiful, seductivewomen to arouse the lusts of our prey. The, again, we are full of "Ire"- an intense anger that builds within us until it reaches a level whereit has to be released before it destroys us. You humans lose youtempers; fly off the handle; and release the tension. We Vamp-irescannot do this and the only way we can empty ourselves of anger is tofind a special victim and to use that anger-energy to transform theminto one of us. The need only. She also used the word “bugger” a lot which Didn,t seem any where near as dirty as it was viewed in America. Not long after we married Imtold Sarah dirty talk during sex really turned me on, but it seemed with her she had to really be either inebriated with alcohol or very much in the mood before she used that kind of language. Even now she doesn,t like me swearing in the house and will no longer tolerate my swearing as we don,t have sex any more. A far cry from when she was younger and enjoyed. . and lust ... was too strong."Mandy..." His voice sounded sad."You and mom ... do it," whispered Mandy."Mandy," he said urgently. "It's not like that. I can explain." How can you explain that you fuck my mother!" Mandy yelled the last word. She blinked several times. "You've been doing it for years!"The jig was up, and Bob knew it. The only defense he had was the truth."It happened the first time by accident," he said. "We were in our teens ... not much older than you ... and she went on a.