She turned and gave me a wicked grin. “Oh, baby, stop! Please stop! It's not going to fit! No more, please, no more. You'll split me in half!" She s...arted moving back and forth on my shaft as she continued, “Damn, let me rest a minute!” I had a hold of her hips, ramming her ass and she was pushing back to meet me. “Oh baby, oh baby, oh baby!" Now she was really enjoying it and letting the neighbors know it. “Oh fuck, harder!” My groin was getting tight as she continued yelling. “Baby, I'm. I held my cock still, buried all the way in her while she wiggled furiously under me in her orgasmic delight. Jean’s hips were bouncing and twisting frantically, making her horny pussy chew on my hard cock. As a result, no sooner than she would come down from one orgasm, about 30 seconds later, she would start another. My no-longer-virgin cock could not stand much of this, even though Jean had sucked me off before we began fucking, and as my own orgasm approached, I pumped harder and faster. Why do I feel weak after I cum? Told her was old trick woman thought me. Was her internal orgasm and its harder than the clit orgasm. Tell me about it, its intense. You cum yet? No when I cum you will know, (no condom it was a time before aids and this girl was real clean) You take any birth control? Hell yes, I started pills at age 15 and take strong dose. Never let a guy cum in me before anyway. You are will cum in my wont you? if you are ok with it, yea its time I see what it feels like. I. I still cannot understand why I was not good enough. I keep playing back through to see what it was that I did wrong and I could have given him more faith in me and in us. In his most recent letter, he conveys to still care for me and wishes to remain, friends, as we had originally intended. As tempting as this offer is, I cannot seem to fight off the desire for something more. In addition to this hopeless love that I feel, I find myself seething with anger at the fact that not once yet has he.